Thanks! Yes I am 100% done drinking. Hitting up an NA meeting tonight. Not holding my breath for an apology from my wife. She is responding but I don't think she understands how much her words hurt me....Her mother and step mother are disgusted with how she talks to me. They are scarred to say anything to her. Hopefully scored a new job today. Looking into assisted living for my dad, talked to "aplaceformom.com" and the facilities have been leaving me voicemails all day. Kinda annoying... Not sure what her tone will be like in 1 hour when she gets home. Kinda don't want to get into it again. Outlook is mediocre.... Thanks again everyone..... For me once I am off the booze it's easy. Going to do T25 again, I have completed it a few times before. I also turned on my studio gear today and that felt good. Now I need to write something.