Welcome to SR. It's a great resource and the people are very helpful. We are trying to do the same thing--stay sober.
Music helped me become sober.
If ever you get a chance, sit down alone and listen to Mumford and Sons album Sign No More. Do it alone, from beginning to end.
What I got from the music and lyrics was that it was a journey of addiction and recovery.
Good luck to you and keep coming back.