Update:
Back to day 4 of recovery. That was a pretty big stint of drinking and I'm still going through withdrawal, although the hallucinations have stopped. My head still isn't clear completely yet (I'm taking 250mg of vitamin B1 after food). Anxiety and heart rate still a little up and down.
Just so you know, that was dangerous, I tapered down with alcohol *REALLY* rapidly by myself without medical help. I don't recommend anyone does this EVER without the help of a trained medical practitioner.
Wish me luck guys, those first two days were really rough, I actually was praying I'd wake up the next morning... And I'm an atheist.
Tomorrow marks day 5... I need a hug, lol...