Your comment kinda threw me off track earlier, although I can relate to it. Sorry to hear of your experience. I had a pretty traumatic adolescence actually. More often than not, every day was traumatic in some way.
That was in the home. Outside of it, there were also some very traumatic incidents. Although, I have reconciled the part I played in those. I didn't have much choice. You are right, I could well have been suffering from PTSD...
I know that I have never been the same person since. When I had a nervous/mental breakdown the doctors said it was from stress, and that I was self medicating. But, we didn't really go into any of that historical stuff in any depth.