Can't exactly remember how I got through the first few days, but I got valium from the doc from the detox clinic to suppress the withdrawal symptoms which helped me really well.
You have to have a plan. And you have to put a lot of effort in your detox. It ain't easy baby nothing comes for nothing. Unfortunately. The first two weeks are crap and very hard!
You have to believe in yourself and your willpower and strength that you CAN do this!
You can't sit back and hope for the best to happen, every minute of your day revolces around not drinking.
But
I promise you it will get easier as time passes.
You will build sobriety muscles that kick ass the cravings.
I got anti cravings drugs called Naltrexone that really help me achieving what I want. They're no wonder pill though just like any other anti cravings drug it takes a lot of strength and willpower to get there.
And everyday is a new day
One day and one step at the time girl.
You CAN do it, just don't give up when things are getting hard, cos there will be many days that are hard.
But being sober is the best ever feeling I've had!