That was difficult to read because of how close your situation is to mine. Throw in a lot more of those drinks tossed at the wall, and it would be even closer.
I feel better just for having written that! Thanks for reading.
No, thank you! I'm on day four, too. Struggling - gritting my teeth, actually. The confidence I've gained just from joining this forum and reading threads like yours, though, is overwhelming. We can do this!