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Originally Posted by
pigeonhead 
I absolutely love drinking.
You don't want to wait until you hate drinking to quit. That's often too late.
If you had asked me before I quit if I liked drinking, I'd have said yes. Loved drinking, hated the consequences. Then it became apparent I didn't just drink because I loved it, I needed it.
Quitting made that even more apparent.
Stay close to SR this weekend and let us help you through your struggles.