Alcohol seems really strange compared to other drugs. The bizarre phenomenon of alcohol-related dreams is just one example. As I understand it, the other drugs don't have such a "kindling" effect, but i could be wrong.
In either case, with regards to OP's post it is just too risky to experiment with such questions. I still remember the early weeks of getting off the bottle, it was NOT a pleasant experience at all.
In other news, I am 400+ days clean
it really does go to "auto pilot" after a while...... or at least that has been my experience. Just an occasional distant thought lately, also have not felt as much need to come around here as much - which is not necessarily a bad thing