Originally Posted by
SpiritOfDjinn 
You're right. I mean, obviously drinking won't truly fix anything. But it does offer the comfort of going numb for awhile. Ya know?
I just don't know what to do with myself right now. I feel pretty lost. I should probably go pray... A LOT.
Yeah don't do it. I did and I am paying for it. All that anxiety is back, I feel awful. It just is not worth it. I know it's so hard to resist, I mean I couldn't last night. But I wish someone would have stopped me. Good luck.