Originally Posted by
shedjoy 
Hi i am a cocaine addict for over 20 years now i at the point i hate myself for it.
It's far too easy to hate yourself for your mistakes, brother. It's a whole other world to accept that you're human, and flawed. I've lost my son due to my flaws, albeit only temporarily. I've lost my best friend, David, to crack, perhaps irretrievably.
I've spent more than a few nights carving up my life on a motel mirror with a debit card.
