Originally Posted by
Soberella66 
I'm on Day Three again :/ I went to a meeting the next day and two yesterday and not one today. I feel paranoid I am afraid if I don't go to meetings then I'm in trouble, and afraid because meetings make me feel afraid.
I hit a new low this month and it's really detrimental that I get my life in order. I just don't know how and would like to try a new approach.
I relate to everything you said, including being back to day three. why do meetings make you feel afraid though? have you looked into other supports? i personally just get general anxiety but push through it then feel better, but if it's not 'for you' there are other options.