Originally Posted by
NWGRITS 
Trying to make any sense of an A is crazymaking. Stop trying to figure him out. Focus on yourself, because you are the only person you can understand or control.
I am 100% focused, but really, a concert, A CONCERT? I had to make a checklist of things that have to be done in the next two weeks so I do not stray again. I'm working on my finances, looking for apartments, figuring out how fast I can file in addition to recuperating from the latest attack. Today I did a test for another company that is looking for freelancers, so I have more clients, and am waiting for the answer. I might not even be living at this address in June!
I agree with you, though. I absolutely must stop. It is like I am living in 3-4 realities.