Welcome luv1another2003...glad you found us! You'll find lots of inspiration here.
You and I have a lot in common, living alone, two boys (though one of mine is out on his own now). Anyway...the only suggestions I have for you right now are the same as I posted earlier in this thread...find and go to a meeting, get a sponsor and DON'T PICK UP A DRUG/DRINK NO MATTER WHAT!!! And of course, they will still try to tempt you...they like for you to share in the misery that addiction is!
Found NA meetings in your town...I recommend you check one out, you'll find new, SOBER friends there! AA and NA have saved my @ss!
Saint Mary's Episcopal
1001 Goliad Street
Library
Big Spring, TX 79720
Monday, Tuesday 6:00
Thursday, 8:00
Saturday, 10:00