Originally Posted by
bluhend 
I wish I could say something helpful or positive, but I am just over 60 days sober and feel like my life is so completely boring and lame without drinking, I know I shouldn't think this way but it's how I feel, I've even been having dreams lately where I allow myself to be a drinker again and it is filled with joy ...
well bluhend, I hope you don't allow these feelings to take you down. It will get better with time. Some of us take longer than others. Have you been doing anything to put some positivity into your life?
If we just stop drinking and do nothing else, or focus on the negative, we may not get that joy we so desire. It takes a little bit of work on our part to help change things around.
AND congrats on 2 months runnerbean---- pink cloud? maybe. Glad you are enjoying being sober.