MrsVain
Don't hesitate to come here and ventilate any time. I don't blame you one bit for being angry. My ex husband cheated on me, and divorced me...it really is the most intimate form of betrayal possible, and then to be treated horribly by someone who apparently has not morals is just the last straw, really.
Do you have any form of support in your life? Do you have a counselor or church group? Sometimes face-to-face support is invaluable.