That is so awesome! I was the biggest control freak thinking I was always "helping". I was dishonest constantly trying to make myself look better in front of others, I was full of self pity and I carried around many resentments. So thankful that God is showing you these things. I remember the day it dawned on me that I was a fake, and how I just needed to TRUST in God, he would allow things to unfold as he willed. I also remember that my "need to know" everything was plain old nosiness. Today I love to know LESS about others lives.
Welcome to recovery and I am excited to hear what else is revealed to you!