Originally Posted by
CarmenLove 
zoso77,
Quite right. I won't let it affect my decision.
Thank you.
I know that this is difficult for you. I'm not trying to minimize how difficult it is for you. I know it absolutely f*cking sucks for you.
But what you need to understand about heroin addiction is it's brutal. It's all encompassing. It will never, ever let go of someone without a fight once it has someone in its grip. His brain vividly recalls what it's like to be under the influence, and in a very tangible way, that works against him. Based on that, the safe play for you is to assume the worst. Which means you have to protect yourself.
Keep posting. Keep reaching out.