Originally Posted by
BellaBlue 
That you all so much. I'm glad to be able to come here and know that people understand. Especially glad that no one will tell me I shouldn't be sad, like I'm failing as a human being and as a Christian because I feel these emotions.
I can relate to this. I rarely attend church anymore but when I do it seems so sad to me. I have a constant lump in my throat and tears in my eyes. Looking around, everyone seems so darn happy and I wonder what it would be like to feel that way again.