This is the last posting since I have been on this forum - its a year later. I started heavily drinking daily again shortly after this last post and ended up into the same lifestyle and ended up going out of town to a larger city and things got out of hand. I ended up in jail last year amongst other crazy events.
I'm 25 days sober as of today and dieting and exercising again to get rid of the weight I put back on.. time flies.. not sure what I'm going to do this time… *shrug*