Congrats on 14 days
I so relate to this! I did not even realize how self-absorbed and cynical I became about the simple wonders of life when I was drinking... For example, I resented spring each year, like "what's up with all that hype"? Of course, it was in stark contrast with my internal world. I had many moments like "that spark of life" in sobriety when something in the environment triggered positive emotions and a "connectedness" feeling with the world that I did not feel for many years. I don't think drinking would enhance them at all, quite the opposite, as it happened for many years.