That spark of life
Yesterday afternoon after the fog burned off, the sun was shining, the birds were singing and everything is blooming, I was sitting on the back porch, drinking tea, watching my dog play in the yard with her toys. For the past week life is going on and its like I am just watching it. Kind of numb, no real emotion. But its better than the anxiety I was experiencing.
Then there was this smell. I don't know what it was. A sweet fragrance, something in bloom. A familiar smell... I got so excited it gave me goose bumps. Like when you were a kid on Christmas morning.. That spark of life! I used to have this feeling all the time. I haven't felt this way in years. Then my mind said, "Wouldn't an ice cold beer make this moment perfect!"... That ruined it. Oh well, at least I still have that spark of life!
Good morning Day 14
Tina