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hopeitsover It's me who is my enemy. It's me who beats me up.
Paula Cole from her 'This Fire' CD
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I never would have believed it ... but it *IS* so very true. We are our own enemies. We created a monster that even *WE* don't like.
I have a question .... how does one regain TRUST ... in OTHERS .... but also in ourselves? I was so VERY trusting and could write a few country songs about my life going down the tubes ..... but, deep down, I *know* I was/am a decent person. I wore my heart on my sleaves .... there was no guessing with me ... I had *sucker* written on my forehead.
Now, that sounds pathetic, I know. But, I don't like DISTRUSTING people ... it makes me truly sad to always wonder .... can I trust him/her????
Does this make any sense or am I just rambling .... once again!???