Well it was funny when I was in college but not so much anymore. I'm supporting a lot of people in my family right now and if I mess up it affects A LOT of people. I'm not your typical 24 year old. I have a lot of people depending on me. I had to grow up quickly after college. I really feel alone right now. Everyone is disappointed in me and I can't talk about my problems everyone needs me to be perfect right now but I'm falling apart. I wish I could be like any other 24 year old going out and drinking and being selfish but I cant. I don't have that luxury. My boyfriend doesn't even know of he can be with me. Life is getting really heavy right now....