That you all so much. I'm glad to be able to come here and know that people understand. Especially glad that no one will tell me I shouldn't be sad, like I'm failing as a human being and as a Christian because I feel these emotions.
I do turn this over to God all the time and go about my business. I think I'm doing all I can, but there is this underlying tension, always knowing he is somewhere out there.
I go to several meetings most weeks. The people I have met are kind and do understand, but they all seem to know each other and have things to chat about.
Again, thank all of you for your words of kindness and support. I will come back and read them when I need to. And I pray God will heal our children and our hearts.