Yes, that's part of it - I don't have anything new to say. Addiction throughout the years (father, ex-husband, son) has tainted every part of life. I am truly thankful for the good things and people in my life, but no one who has not experienced family addiction can grasp how I am affected. I have a few friends that think because I have a HP to turn things over to, I should be skipping down the garden path of life, rising above all of this.