B- It will be a roller coaster till the divorce is final. I don't think that my XAH ever thought that I would divorce him. He new that I loved him more then myself, back then. He definitely played with me, as they all do.
He said a few months ago, we should never have divorced, just separated. REALLY, why? You caught yours on a good day, but you need to watch out for the bad days. Stay strong and do what you need to do. My life is so much better with out contact with him.