Hi.
I and many can identify with your feelings of such despair.
If asked we know that it takes time to rebuild an engine, build a stick house drive from coast to coast etc.
Why should we expect years of habit in many cases fix itself overnight or even a few days?
I needed to get honest with myself about MY drinking and accept the fact I cannot drink alcohol in safety one day at a time in a row. It’s that simple, not always easy.
A big helpful hint I received in the beginning was to avoid isolation which many seek.
I needed all the help I could get.
BE WELL