So pretty much people should stop making excuses and try a bit harder stop telling yourself it's ok to drink again / drink a few cos it's part of the process, it's not! Like people said before.
It's damn hard work getting and staying sober! If you're not up to it /ready for it, like my dad thad picked up smokes again after having mouth cancer, then don't bother!
You can only succeed if you're willing to really give it your all.