Day 40
Had a bit of an epiphany. Someone asked me if I was missing drinking. All other times I've tried giving up I have missed it constantly but this time all I can think about it that last hangover I had where my stomach felt like it was turning inside out. Somewhere in my head it has clicked if I have 1 it will turn in to many and I will experience that pain again. If I imagine a nice cold glass of wine I associated it with that pain. I know this can ware off and my AV is definitely chipping in more. But with help from this site I have learned to get through each period of my AV nagging. I know I've got to 80 days before and slipped up but I am really concentrating on not saying yes to even one glass. I guess what I'm trying to say is when asked if I missed drinking my first thought wasn't instantly yes