I'm not OK yet martina love, but I am definitely going in the right direction now.
I needed to surrender, just as I did with drugs and alcohol. I accepted that my life was unmanageable and that I could not find my way out of the quagmire on my own.
That acceptance was only 3 or 4 days ago...and a lot has changed since then. But I have a lot to do and a long way to go. But at least I have faith once again, and some hope that things will turn around for me.
(((hugs))). ♥