Yeah I can commit to a day... I'm not drinking today and I won't through the week. It's getting through the weekend. Now that my friends know I'm off the wagon I've had plans every weekend. There is a party this Friday that I'm already thinking of bailing on because it will go all night and I will want to die on Saturday. I know exactly how it will play out.
You know what I'm going to try this again. People are doing all the time and I can be part of that club too. I need to learn to trust the process and stop needing such immediate gratification. I have to let go of this obsession that I can control it! That this time it will be different. It's insane because I know I can't.