Awesome post AddictGuy,
I can't write to save my life but I know that you need to have experiences in order to be able to write about them.
Still in the early stages of my recoverry and I find it really important to have something "to do" in the evenings no matter how unimportant or mindless, just to stop myself from obsessing about drink. So at the moment I am cooking myself nice, but time consuming meals and (most days) forcing myself to walk/jog/exercise in order to shed a few pounds
I'm sure things will get better for you when your energy levels pick up