I've been hesitant to post because I don't want to be a trigger for someone or to be seen as someone who is minimizing how toxic and damaging alcohol can be.
you won't be. You're just not that powerful Zen...noone is
Plus I can't really come on here and offer advice when I'm not practicing sobriety.
I disagree. I find we all have a clear idea of what we all should do... the problem lies in following our own advice.
SR is for people struggling. That's why we;re here.
If you let your AV keep you away from the herd, it's already half way to getting what it wants
If you really want to trouble your AV post here and often
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