Don't drink....NO MATTER WHAT! ( I always had a few "whats" left). I'm not so sure any advice would have helped me. I didn't quit until I was done. I give AVRT credit this time around (it just clicked) but I had already decided this would be it. I've been very active in AA in the past, helped start a Unity church, pursued everything from being baptized 3 times to ACIM to Reiki attunements to Mr. Tolle and have settled with "Just Sitting" for spiritual practice. (I don't regret any of those forays). I forget. Every time I drank after years of sobriety, I forgot how bad it could get and was doing well in life. From what I've seen in the rooms and elsewhere this is pretty normal but this time I will be an Abby.....Abbynormal
