Sounds like your mind wants to drink, and it is simply creating justifications and reasons to make it ok, I did the same when I convinced myself time after time to try to moderate my drinking, went round and round that merry-go-round for far too long!!
The other day you started a thread that mentioned you wanted to drink, and after that you had a spite against God because your life hadn't gotten any better since becoming Sober, with all that in mind it sounds like your fishing for excuses, you gotta be honest with yourself.
But seriously, the science of caffeine addiction being used to justify moderate alcohol consumption?? . . . really??
