Well I think I have a few goals for therapy now thanks to you guys. Procrastination, self-sabatoge which ties well into drinking/using would be a good starting point. The "what now?" and the "why now?" are great starting questions. I feel like I am embarking on a path of self discovery and it is a little exciting! I am shaking the remnants of inadequacy for not fitting into a marriage that just wasn't meant to last. I just have a feeling of needing to move forward and get back to my authentic self as well as meet my new self!
Sorry if I "dressed it up" a bit too much, I have a trouble being direct sometimes...
I'm going to meet up with a therapist on Monday morning. A little nervous. I will keep ya posted!