Wedding bells
Hi it's been a long time since I posted. Things have been going well.
Our wedding is just 3 weeks away. At the moment. He has been drinking every night for 4 weeks. We have had a few fights about it. He's not even acknowledging it. I am really scared. I feel confused. We have a very big wedding planned. But this drunk has returned and I feel I don't want to go through with it, but too scared to call it off. I know this will pass. I understand they have lapses.
Background history. We have 6 kids eldest 17 youngest 1 got so sick and rundown after the birth of the last baby I developed health problems. Which ended up in hospital. Viral meningitis lost my sight nearly died. The baby was 6 months old. He stepped up was great. Kept everything together. Looked after me for 10 weeks while I learnt to walk again. I couldn't even feed myself. We have no family help so he carried us all. But I really feel I wouldn't of got so sick in the first place if there was more support and less drinking.
Please be kind in your response
Thank you