Ann i love that idea of the in-between. Just that definition adds a kind of reasoning to where I am. Makes it peaceful, I think.
But I promise you that one day you will be ready for new beginnings in a new place that will be waiting for you and wonderful tomorrows will come your way.
thank you. i need that.
Chicory this is so true for me too.
There were times when the pain of leaving it made me want to bargain with him and stay, but the pain of the abuse, and depression from the sad state of our marriage was just too much to ignore.
The house looks sterile now. Rubbed clean of memories. Outside the view is so green and calm. I've loved that view so much. My whole life is packed in boxes. The 'home' that is always at the back of my mind, wherever I am, is no longer there. I feel weightless, sad and kind of relieved.