Originally Posted by
simplex 
The driver didn't understand when I said I needed to go to the hospital. I can't blame him. He took me home. I'm not going to give up on this tonight though I do want to. I want to pretend this never happened.
I'm going to be 30 on 3.14. I'm such an embarrassment to this forumn. I'm sorry.
You're not an embarrassment at all, Simplex! You're just in the grips the thing that this forum exists to defeat- addiction. You will survive this! And you won't believe it now but you can come out the other side of this stronger than you went in.
Hang in there, Simplex. Hang in there.