Mtk- Welcome, this place is amazing and you can ask anything, they will answer!!
You might look into alanon, they can help. They recommend that you do nothing for at least 6 months after entering the alanon walls. They know that your head is spinning and you are not thinking right. What you want now and what you might want in 6 months could be completely opposite.
Educate yourself, hit an alanon meeting, open aa meetings and keep reading SR. You will be amazed at what you didn't know about the disease of alcoholism.
((((((hugs my friend))))))