So many positive and thoughtful posts.. Thankyou.
Yes I can see everyone has obligations.. And I can get through several days feeling sober and highly contented.
Maybe there's other stuff too.. Reaching out I find hard.. Was only child with hardly any family.. Have learnt to be self sufficient to the point of isolationist.. Asking for any kind if help makes me feel queasy! Think that puts a lot of pressure I.
Well another day.. I too now must bargain with child..