Angry at work tonight
For no apparent reason. Just spitting mad about everything! It was busy and every time I got a new table (I was waiting tables) I would growl and hiss about hating people. Yup, probably not the best state of mind for someone who's job is to be nice and accommodating to people. I do need the $, and in order to make that money I need to be busy, but I just felt like I couldn't do it. Also felt disoriented and a little overwhelmed. Had I been on my game, tonight would have been no problem. I just didn't have it.
Luckily, I was training a new girl and she'd already been training for a while so I was able to pass a few tables off to her.
Man! So I go from mopey and depressed to elated and feeling like a rock star to so mad I want to fight the world and everyone in it. Ugh!
I've read the posts here about being all over the place in early sobriety, but it's really getting old.
Just making observations about myself here. No news, really.