kylad...
This happened today and now I'm breaking down and I'm so lost and don't know what to do. He was my best friend and I have no family to turn to. Please help me. I just don't know what to do or think anymore.
I'm really, really sorry that you have to go through this. Breakups are never easy, but they are much harder when drugs and a pregnancy is in the mix.
All I can tell you, kylad, is sometimes in life, we have to go through painful times. Times that suck. Times that are simply unbearable. For you, sadly, this is one of those times. However, may I gently suggest that this may be for the best, both for you and your unborn baby. Addicts do not make reliable partners or parents, and by your own admission, he's dishonest and he refuses to accept responsibility for his choices. You made a very tough, very courageous decisions. I know it hurts like hell, but I believe you made the right call.
Do you have friends in the area, kylad?