Welcome to SR, Bobby; glad you found us.
Moderation is impossible for the vast majority of alcoholics. Your list seems to reflect what many alcoholics have discovered when they attempted to moderate - that alcoholism is a slippery slope; in no time at all (and often, immediately), we are sliding down the hill into our old (and at times even more severe) alcoholic ways and patterns.
Abstinence is the only sure way to avoid, with certainty, the perils of drinking.
Congratulations on two sober days. Hang in; things will get better and easier, in time.