happytobealive1 yes, I def need to come up with a plan. its something I need to seriously sort out in the morning, need to really think about it. Like today was so hard because of an event I take the kids to every Tuesday I would always buy a bottle on the way home. It was routine...and I live by routines. Same as when Dh is off work, our routine is to start drinking at 9pm til silly o clock in the morn.
Thanks for taking the time out to respond. Going to watch some Netflix in bed and hopefully fall asleep. I'm getting damn angry at alcohol. Onwards and upwards though. Tomorrow WILL be a better day.
Thanks again, hope you're well.