I'd imagine that tonight I am in for more insomnia, extreme anxiety and possibly another minor panic attack, but am doubtful that I am within the possibility of seizure. Of course, you all cannot advice me on that and that would be for a doctor to tell me.
I'm well prepared to fight this battle, its sheer hell, but I feel prepared to go through it this time. Previous attempts left me unwilling or unable to deal with even the very beginning stages of withdrawal.
My fear, is should this continue; which I won't allow, I will certainly reach a point where what I am doing in terms of recovery becomes impossible.