Welcome to all the newcomers - it's great to have an active thread.
No matter how many times you've tried this before, there's absolutely no reason why this time can't be different.
I tried for 15 years to give up booze...but really for most of those years I was trying to live with booze and not have the bad stuff happen.
I can't do that. Alcohol and me are a bad mix. Once I accepted that, things got a lot easier
For Max and anyone else struggling, the first few days can be hard, but it will get better guys. I promise
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