I quit drinking dozens of times. Maybe more than a hundred. Every time I went back to drinking it was so I would stop thinking about drinking. It was to end the seemingly endless debate going on in my head -
should I or shouldn't I drink?
Drinking.
Again.
Never.
Worked.
That AV only seems relentless because you've never outlasted it before. Give it 90 days. The sunnuvabitch relents.
You can do this.