Originally Posted by Leshar

Hi folks,

I'm feeling a bit unsettled. Yesterday, I had a good time at the farmers market, but when I came home I felt listless and unmotivated. I pushed thru and did chores but it felt like hard work. Mood a bit low. Today feel much the same. I think it's the loneliness again. Drinking dream again last night. I plan to go to an AA meeting this morning.
I pray I am not getting sick again, it would seem too cruel to have this happening again. I'm going to keep working on doing good things and looking after myself.
Please keep me in your thoughts.