It's cliché but i just got sick and tired of being sick and tired. Alcohol quit working. I binged so hard and fast I skipped over warm and fuzzy feelings and just got messed up and felt sick right away. Hangover promises never lasted, so my sobriety date came on a non drinking day when I made a rational decision that I didn't want to drink anymore. Sobriety clicked a few weeks after not drinking when one day I realized I couldn't think of one instance in the rest of my life where alcohol would have a positive influence in my life.